As You already know, I have a reputation for being an harshly difficult human being.
I do not think that I certainly am really that challenging, but I do know that I have a lot of impulsive behaviors that can be difficult for others to understand.
Often, I am operating on the same old fight, flight, fries, & fawn responses that I had long ago acquired during our tumultuous upbringing. Sadly, other folks do not correctly understand when you are operating on survival instincts instead of a brand new human brain. This is 1 of the things that I am still having to work on, especially after creating such a massive scene at our work celebration last week. You see, I am harshly sensitive to indoor air temps on top of everything else. I cannot kneel a burning warm or chilly chilly room, because our body doesn’t regulate our temperature too well. I have to rely on the central heating, cooling, & air quality control systems which can be found in most new residential & Commercial properties. Sadly, when somebody has control unit settings that do not agree with our own temperature controls, things can get difficult. This is what happened at our office celebration. I walked in & the air temp was chilly and cold. It felt prefer somebody was blasting myself and others with arctic air. I tried to get warm by going outside & putting on additional layers, however nothing was offsetting the Icy Cold air Conditioning. Eventually our body was getting so over stimulated by the cool temps that I needed to leave. I found myself in a “Flight” state from the brutal chilly air & I couldn’t stop it. By the way – pulling an Irish Goodbye at your boss’s celebration doesn’t go over well.